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[02 Jul 2005|09:02pm] |
Holy hell. Why did I come back here? Oh, yeah. Naoki told me to.
It's been a long time. Everything is pretty nasty right now. Though, when is it not when you live in the Midwest version of One Life to Live?
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[24 Sep 2004|04:21pm] |
My cousin spilled marinara sauce all over my car and the snack machine at school ows me 50 cents in dimes
( PhOtOxCoRe )
( Heh )
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[30 Aug 2004|08:01pm] |
I've formed a band with Melissa, Naoki, Victoria and Augie
Exciting.
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[21 Aug 2004|10:51am] |
I'm going to get a tattoo in an hour
Ahhhh
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[01 Aug 2004|12:12am] |
I got fired from my job, I miss Ilya, and things really suck right now.
I can't help but be paranoid and jealous that he'll find some Christian boy who's nicer and better looking than I am. He calls me like twice a day but that doesn't do anything to make me stop worrying. And there's some boy whose name starts with N who will fuck anything with two legs and genitalia. I know he wouldn't cheat on me but...I don't know. I don't even make sense!
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[15 Jul 2004|10:04am] |
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The light in my darkest hour is feeeaaaarrr
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[07 Jul 2004|11:01am] |
I had a really fucked up dream last night.
But I can't remember what it is.
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[05 Jul 2004|10:38am] |
I really wish my computer would stop lagging.
I spend the fourth of July with Ilya. I'm not an American citizen (even though Cyrano's thinks I am), so I wore a Canada hat in the Loop and got a lot of evil looks. Hehe.
I need to get paid so I can get more film.
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[28 Jun 2004|02:53pm] |
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DAMN YOU ILYA FOR MAKING ME LIKE THIS BAND
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[14 Jun 2004|10:44pm] |
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You know what? I've got enough crap to deal with without having ungrateful people fuck with my head.
I don't eat much anymore. I'm just not hungry. I've been thinking and worrying too much, and I'm afraid for myself and for Ilya and Melissa.
I'm not coming on AIM anymore until the person I talk to shows that I'm not an afterthought, if that's even true. You know who you are and what I'm talking about.
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[08 Jun 2004|12:07am] |
(1)The singular most boring question: What is your name? andreas luke meyer
(2) Are you happy with it? ok
(3) Are you named after anyone? nope
(4) Are you a prostitute? all the time
(5) Your screen name: kill mercutio
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? i'm not having any of those
(7) Then what would you name your children? uh tybalt
(8)If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? "michaela"
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? ilya
(10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? not really. 'lucka'
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? i don't think that will be given any thought
- - - - BASICS - - - - -
(12) Your gender: male
(13) Straight/gay/bi? ghey
(14) Single? no
(15) Want to be? no
(16) Your birthdate: all 365 days
(17) Your age: 16
(18) Age you act: 0
(19) Age you wish you were: - 16
(20) Your height: 5'10"
(21) The color of your eyes: changes
(22) Happy with it? ok
(23) The color of your hair: brown
(24) Happy with it? ok
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? right
(26) Your living arrangement? with people
(27) Your family: mother, jannison, sisters
(28) Have any pets? cambria
(29) What's your job: busboy
(30) Piercing? no
(31) Tattoos? no
(32) Obsessions? organization
(33) Addictions? shit whatever
(35) Do you speak another language? swedish mandarine spanish
(36) Have a favourite quote? i don't know
(37) Do you have a webpage? no
- - - - DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it - - - - -
k bye 38?
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? nope
(40) Do you have any secrets? tons
(41) Do you hate yourself? sort of
(42) Do you like your handwriting? no
(43) Do you have any bad habits? yes
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? i don't get many
(45) If a movie were made about your life, what would it be called? "riding in cars with boys"
(46) What's your biggest fear? heights
(47) Can you sing? not much
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? used to
(49) Are you a loner? sort of
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life? people
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? nah, i'm nothing special
(52) Are you a daredevil? nope
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? i'm not too scared of myself, that would be a big problem
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? both
(55) Have you got a journal? this one
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? ahh
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself: ummm
(58) There are three wells; love, beauty and creativity which do you throw a penny in? i keep the penny
(59) How do you vent? eh
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? no
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? yeah
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? could have been better
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? if you meet someone important don't let them slip
(64) What do you like the most about your body? hair
(65) And least? weight
(66) Do you think you are good looking? no
(67) Are you confident? sometimes
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? pikachu
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? by some
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(71) Smoke? not regularly
(72) Do drugs? No
(73) Read the newspaper? No
(74) Pray? No
(75) Go to church? No
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? they don't
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? does ilya count? hehe
(78) Take walks in the rain? yes
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? yes
(80) Drive? yes
(81) like to drive fast? yes
- - - - WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER... - - - -
(82) Liked your voice? no
(83) Hurt yourself? eh
(84) Been out of the country? i'm from out of the country
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? probably
(88) Been in love? i am
(89) Done drugs? yes
(90) Gone skinny-dipping? hehe
(91) Had a medical emergency? no
(92) Had a surgery? no
(93) Ran away from home? yes
(94) Played strip poker? no
(95) Gotten beaten up? yes
(96) Beaten someone up? no
(97) Been picked on? yes
(98) Been on stage? no
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? me? date? drunk? heh
(100) Slept outdoors? yes
(101) Thought about suicide? yeah
(102) pulled an all-nighter? yeah
(103) If yes, what is your record? something like a day and a half
(104) Gone one day without food? yeah. i don't really eat much anymore
(105) Talked on the phone all night? yes
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first (moms and daddy’s don't count)? yes, on a couch
(107) Slept all day? yes
(108) killed someone? insects
(109) made out with a stranger? yes
(110) had sex with a stranger? no
(111) thought you're going crazy? yes
(112) kissed the same sex? heh
(113) done anything sexual with the same sex? heh
(114) been betrayed? yes
(115) had a dream that came true? no
(116) Broken the law? yes
(117) met a famous person? yes
who got rid of 118 and 119?
(120) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? no
(121) On purpose? -
(145) told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yes
(146) Stolen anything? no
(147) been on radio/TV? no
(148) been in a mosh-pit? yes
(149) had a nervous breakdown? sort of
(150) Considered religious vocation? no
(152) Bungee jumped? no
(153) had a dream that kept coming back? yes
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(154) Shoe brand? flip flops?
(155) Brand of clothing? no clue
(156) Cologne/perfume? ok
(157) what are you normally wearing to school/work? clothing
(158) How about parties? same
(159) Wear hats? yes
(160) Judge other people by their clothing? yes
(161) Wear make-up? sometimes
(162) Favourite place to shop? i usually go to the goodwill
(163) Favourite article of clothing? scarf
(164) are you trendy? not really
(165) would you rather wear a uniform to school? no
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(166) believe in life on other planets? yeah.
(167) Miracles? No.
(168) Astrology? No.
(169) Magic? No.
(170) God? No.
(171) Satan? No.
(172) Santa? No.
(173) Ghosts? Yes.
(174) Luck? No.
(175) Love at first sight? No.
(176) Yin and Yang? No.
(177) Witches? Yes.
(178) Easter bunny? No.
(179) believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? yes.
(180) believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? No.
(181) Do you wish on stars? no
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[22 May 2004|08:21pm] |
I was at Penny's with Augie today and Conner was there. I figured it out, he's following Melissa, Ilya and me. I don't know why but it's really creeping me out.
On a lighter note, I got my driver's liscence and a job at Cyranos as the busboy. I'm excited for the money.
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[20 May 2004|08:01pm] |
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WHAT THE HELL DO I DO WITH THIS?
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